Today is a new day! You can have a new beginning when you resolve to let go of your past, embrace God in your present and that will bring change to your future.
The beginning is the most important part. We need to begin to see more of our potential in Christ than we do of our flaws.
You need to decide that you are not going to stay as you are or where you are. God asked Israel how long would they stay at a mountain (Deut.1:6) You might not see the whole picture but you have to take the first step.